Cancer

It had been a quite while I didn't appeared here. My mom passed away , I am an orphan now even though I live with my two kids and loving wife. No one can give us a mother's love and affection. Thirteen years of expatriate life in Saudi Arabia and a total of eight months stay back in home during these years in the name of vaccation. Now I feel how much I miss my mom.
A self appraisal am I running behind money all these years?, definitely no. Then what made me stay all these years still struggling to find an answer, may be survival.

A devastating phone call from home which changed my life and still changing , " mom has been diagnoised fro cancer". Oh my God, I knew what is going to happen in a stage three Intestinal Cancer. An awakening sign from God to inform me to love her and provide her all the care she needs.
Rushed the very next day to India, thanks to my Boss fro letting me go, may be the Eight years bond between me and him helped. Facing my mom after knowing what she is going through was really tough. But I behaved like a tough guy, hugged my mom with a fake plastered smile on myface and a bursting heart. It was hard to controll the tears but as none of us told my mom what she was going through, I have to controll my self.

I started to look desperately for any alternative medicine which can give some comfort for her. Search engines, word of mouth for alternative medicines I tried everything. I read a lot about famous people who are living with Cancer like Steve Jobs of Apple. A common feature among these famous people is that all of them diagnoized this at the early stage. Only we common people diagnoize this when it is in stage three or four where there is no hope.
During this one month period I found that this is like a common disease and I was surprised why the medical community is not giving such priority for Cancer like HIV etc. The modern world medicine is doing wonders but why there is little progress in this Cancer research.

In desperate search for treatement I was refered to a specialist who suggested to insert a stunt into the intestine so that will fascilitate the intake of the food. I discussed with the doctor and he assured me that he can gurantee at least for an year without any complications, those words were like God's own words. The surgery was succesfull ,third day she passed away.

" Mom I don't know what went wrong and where, this is the world . But I loved you so much mom"