Cancer

It had been a quite while I didn't appeared here. My mom passed away , I am an orphan now even though I live with my two kids and loving wife. No one can give us a mother's love and affection. Thirteen years of expatriate life in Saudi Arabia and a total of eight months stay back in home during these years in the name of vaccation. Now I feel how much I miss my mom.
A self appraisal am I running behind money all these years?, definitely no. Then what made me stay all these years still struggling to find an answer, may be survival.

A devastating phone call from home which changed my life and still changing , " mom has been diagnoised fro cancer". Oh my God, I knew what is going to happen in a stage three Intestinal Cancer. An awakening sign from God to inform me to love her and provide her all the care she needs.
Rushed the very next day to India, thanks to my Boss fro letting me go, may be the Eight years bond between me and him helped. Facing my mom after knowing what she is going through was really tough. But I behaved like a tough guy, hugged my mom with a fake plastered smile on myface and a bursting heart. It was hard to controll the tears but as none of us told my mom what she was going through, I have to controll my self.

I started to look desperately for any alternative medicine which can give some comfort for her. Search engines, word of mouth for alternative medicines I tried everything. I read a lot about famous people who are living with Cancer like Steve Jobs of Apple. A common feature among these famous people is that all of them diagnoized this at the early stage. Only we common people diagnoize this when it is in stage three or four where there is no hope.
During this one month period I found that this is like a common disease and I was surprised why the medical community is not giving such priority for Cancer like HIV etc. The modern world medicine is doing wonders but why there is little progress in this Cancer research.

In desperate search for treatement I was refered to a specialist who suggested to insert a stunt into the intestine so that will fascilitate the intake of the food. I discussed with the doctor and he assured me that he can gurantee at least for an year without any complications, those words were like God's own words. The surgery was succesfull ,third day she passed away.

" Mom I don't know what went wrong and where, this is the world . But I loved you so much mom"

Amitab Bachan Hats off to you!.

Dear Mr. Amitab Bachan



You have once again proved that your are BIG B. You showed the world how concern you are about your fellow citizens by declining an honorary Doctorship from Melbourne.The media is full of coverage of racial attacks and discrminations against Indian Students in Australia and in UK. I was moved by seeing the footages published by the media . Very happy and proud to hear how quicly our Government intervened and Prime Minister himself expressed his concern over this issue.

I need to say something about myself this time , I am working in Saudi Arabia for the past 12 years. Have ever any media showed it's concern or any leaders including the Indian Embassy let the world know how the Indians being discriminated here.
One would feel the descrimination once when they land at Riyadh Airport. The Immigration officials will drag you here and there and treat you like filthy creatures. Even a famous news paer , Arab News, cloumnist Lubna Hussain wrote about this ill treatement at Airport. Well forget about this, in work places Indians and Asians except Filipinos are treated so badly compared to their Arab Counterparts. There is discrimination in Salary and benefits and even positions, above all abused and ill treated. Maybe very few Indians might be enjoying the wrath of the management just because of their positions but majority of them are either clerks or labours who always are under attack.
Physical assault on Indians and Asians are common here by Arabs which are rarely commented or notified local media or authorities. The Indian Embassy which is well aware of these types of assaults never ever bothered to take any action. Above all the victim will never report this fear of losing job or other complications by the law. Almost all government agencies for any dispute will ask your sponsor to accompany you which is practically impossible in Saudi Arabia. Arabs' rarely do care about Indians issue they don't want to go to police station or court for the sake of his employ. Incidents are there that even the victims are threatened to be send back home if they proceed with any cases.
My request is to Indian media and Mr,Amitab Bachan is, please consider, that we people who being major share of foreing currency inflow to India , are Indians and we too have problems. We face racial discrimination and assault like other fellow Indians in Australia and UK, but our cases are always downplayed . Are we not Indians don't we have right to raise our concerns. Will BIG B write something about us in his blog.

Regards
A poor soul from Saudi Arabia

Arab World Reactions!.

Israel stopped its slaughter and massacre after successfully accomplishing it's task.Arab Leaders' Economic summit in Kuwait held pompously. Countries were announcing in a haste packages to rebuild GAZA, well, all is right but something intrigued me, why not they drafted a plan to find a solution for this issue. I strongly believe that these leaders should held moral responsibility for this disaster.
Arab Leaders' said that Israel should never think again Arab world will let open the doors for peace forever. The leaders slammed Israel for it's brutality but had been been very careful not to mention United States for supporting this brutality and sponsoring Israel for their terrorist actions.Does this send some message to us?.
So the Arab leaders said they can't remain like this in future if Palestinians being attacked, a quick question, if so why they remained unable to defend themselves and defend their brethren all these years?. Total damage has been done to the nation quite a billion Dollars alone will not be enough to rebuild the nation. the world should assure them that they have the right to live their life, which were deprived from time to time by Israel.
Egyptian president has been applauded by Arab Leaders for his effort to bring the cease fire. If someone closely observed the happenings during this onslaught it would be evident the cease fire was not because of Egypt's initiative and as a matter of fact Egypt didn't do much for this. Israels themselves felt that they have achieved what they want and they stopped.
If you were able to put the pieces together please be noted that Egypt and Jordan are the Countries which receives large amount aid from US for having diplomatic relation ship with Israel.
Another interesting piece of information overheard is that Saudi Arabia did send 32 Ambulances to Egypt to be shipped to GAZA were found missing in Egypt. What an effort done by this country to achieve a ceasefire!.

Self Pride ....is it necessary now.

I had a chat with my friend while we are driving back home. The day took it's toll after a whole days hard work and I am drained off energy. We were just discussing the GAZA assault and Israels intentions.I always enjoy to discuss these type of issues with this friend because he is a wonderful guy who learned Quran very well and understands it very well too, above he is man without any prejudicy. My friend was of opinion that Israel is terrified by Palestinians determination and strength. That is why they conducted such a massive attack on GAZA.

I have some difficulty in accepting his views. Look, before saying anything I have to mention here that Israel President mentioned in Kenest that "Palestinians are beasts walking on two foot". What more do we have to expect from Israeli's beyond this.? Why should we look into Israel's mindset and emotional feeling when a total damage to Palestinians is being done. Whether they attack out of fear or fury the damage is done. Here we should never be proud or should never convince ourselves " Oh we are strong enough that is why they attack us so brutally just for the sake of sending some hand made rockets". We should be clear of this mindset. I am of the opinion that when an attack is being made against me I should never sit and judge why the attack is being , I should defend it first and survive for the later.

According to me Israel is a powerful sales man of America in the middle east. They sell atrocities , massacre and chaos. America need a check point in Oil rich Arab countries and successfully a gangster state Israel has been installed . America had given a target for Israel to kill a particular amount Muslims in a certain period of time and this powerful efficient sales man (Israel) achieves it's targets perfectly. I request readers to link this war to the previous ones. We should not isolate GAZA incident.

Do you ever think that some countries tried hard and achieved this truce?. If you think so you too are under the trance of Jewish dominated FOX News and CNN media. Jews had built this media empire to sell their propaganda and to deceive the world about their atrocities. So Israel has achieved it's target and winded up. That is it , not a single Arab leader or UN can boast of intervening and stopping this and no one can do either.

My only concern is why the public are not trying to know the truth and if after knowing why they are not questioning their leaders. This is obviously not possible in Gulf countries but the so called Civilized nation, what are you doing why you aren't able wake up against this.

You did it! Mr.Bush

Last two days news papers were carrying news about Bush's confession about his grave mistakes. Surprisingly medias gave only little coverage for such an important news about a man's admittance of serious crimes he has done to the humanity in different parts of the world. Will the world try this man for his mistakes who himself admitted or is he and his race are above the law.
It comes to mind that int world the most powerful weapon is media which are mostly in the hands of developed nation. The world believe the lies told by them, they are so powerful that they could make a true to lie and lie to true.
So here comes a question how true is a true?.When Bush admits his failures and mistakes in Iraq what stand should the countries which directly and indirectly supported this invasion is going take?. How they are going to give an explanation to their people?. How the Arab countries who unilaterally supported an Anglo American invasion on Iraq, is going to convince their public?. It is ok for Bush because after January 20 he is nobody other than a normal American, but that is not the case for Arab leaders who are going to be the rulers of their respective countries till their death.
Any how media had carefully downplayed the speech of Mr.Butcher...sorry Mr.Bush. Ok, now Bush has confessed his mistakes and his Intelligence departments false finding of Iraq's mass destruction weapon. Now what the International court of Justice or UN is going to do when a Country or it leader just because of his mistake destroyed an entire country and massacred hundreds of thousands of innocent people. Will he or his country be brought to justice in order to avoid future mistakes from this country?.
If the so called International community is really willing to bring justice to the world then this country and this man has to be tried before justice. I am definitely sure that CIA is again going to 'find' nuclear weapons in IRAN and Mr.Obama is going to take military action on IRAN. After four years in office he will announce in a press meet that "we are unable to find any Weapons so far but we were able to eliminate all radical Islamist groups from the soil of Iran. Some mistake had happened but we ensured that our Country is safe and free from threats". This mistake would again have been taken the lives of hundreds of thousands of innocent people.
I am always wondering why American people cannot realize these and why they are not reacting to their Government. Despite being the most FREE country in the world American public are not allowed to think freely. They are intoxicated with bias news and tranquilized with the Jewish influence mind control method. This is being achieved through all types of mass media and entertainment industry. American's are deprived of free thought they are taught and trained to think in way how a few want. Those few are whom? Does the world knows or they just pretend as they don't know?. I am pretty sure every one knows that, they are none other than JEWS.
I am not a fanatic or a racist, I am a Human Being. I hate Hitler for his atrocities he committed to the JEWS but his words now seems to be true" JEWS and PEACE cannot co exist".
Will Bush ever in his life think for a few second as a normal human being and will he ever repent truly for the atrocities he had done next to Adolf Hitler?

Defensive not offensive!.

Comments came from various circles of my fireinds from the previous post. I always tried to be genuine and will always be so. I never intended to offend anyone but it is my duty as a human being to point out right from wrong. I always tried my level best to be neutral any where whther it is politics, relogion or work enviornment.
I too never bother to hide anything about anyone even in my posts , I am straight spoken, words always orginate from my heart not from my tongue alone. If I say dear I mean it. I learned lessons in my 12 years epariate life that you should posses a lot of acting skill. Most of the time your stage will be your work place and you should be very careful in acting, where I am a total failure. I am well aware of my job responsibilities and know what to be done and do the same. Never I pretend of tried to appease others tried to flatter my superiors, this is considered as almost a crime

Unhealthy Criticism & False Flag

I recieved a call from a friend of mine today morning regarding my blog he told he is intersted to see what is coming up . By the same time one of my colleague who is also a pet of my Boss told me yesterday night " Hey what's in it you are just copy pasting.....and blah blah, my boss too enjoyed this remark. This guy who made the remark is considered as a high profile by my Boss. Well it doesn't matter me but I asked that gentle man whether he can give me an explanation about what is a blog?, apparently no answer from him. These type of people only know to critcise without knowing what it is, at the same time they felt encouraged with these type of unhelathy attitude by having blind support from the .......?, you know whom.
Several time I just wondered why these people fail to understand that the false flag attack they perform in front of us is well understood by others. Creating a healthy atmosphere in one's profession is being true to ones profession and stopping all those of false pretending. It has been an unhealthy attitude in Saudi Arabia to always please the Boss by pretending himself to be busy and providing valuable information of colleagues .
My Dad who went to school only upto Eighth Grade florished to a succesful Business man not only by hard working but also by trust. He always trusted his emplyees and was always there for him. He treated them equally and never a biased decision taken in his life. He adviced me that we are supposed to buy their professionalism for a salary but we could never win their trust with mere salary. We need something to do above than that, make him feel secure with us and never try to get his personal time for us. Define everything for him and delegate work among all.
I still remember those words of my Dad.

There is no intention to offend anybody with this post but let us be more civilized for a better tomorrow.

Believe it or not

I always wonder what is wrong with this world , why all these civil Wars, ethnic cleansing , poverty ,chaos and disaster. Why all these Leaders , Kings and United Nations is not able to stop this and even find a peaceful solution for issues older than 100 or more years. Are they not really trying for this or they under someones directions and doing what has been said. Are they fooling the whole world in the pretext of peace negotiation. There something intriguing about this.
The public has never been told the truth and will ever be.
This picture has a lot to say to the world I will be devoting the coming days to write something about illuminati and false flag attacks conducted by them.
I felt it is necessary because I mentioned about Rothschild and illuminati in my previous post as a reply to an article from a newspaper called ArabNews . Some of my friends called me over phone and asked what is that and were willing to know more .
I will not disappoint them and reveal some dark side of the world which I read from autehnticated sources.

ARAB NEWS ARTICLE

Dear All I found an article in Arab News Daily today and thought publishing that here along with my mail to the author of the article.

Obama’s ‘concern’ is not good enough Abeer Mishkhas | Arab News

What in the name of humanity are you doing?” That was what a British broadcaster asked the Israeli government spokesperson on TV after the Israelis attacked a UN school killing more than 40 people. To watch the news of the attack on Gaza from abroad is really hard, or so you would think at the beginning; at first I was looking for Arabs to talk to and discuss with them the shocking news reports that have been dominating the media for the past two weeks. But the angry reactions came not only from Arabs but also from non-Arabs. The BBC coverage as well as that of other British media was both full and balanced. It did not hesitate to show images of carnage and suffering. It simply warned viewers of what was coming. It was a humanitarian crisis and it was treated as such. Last week, protests took place all over London and in them, I saw faces from all over the world — former London Mayor Ken Livingstone and parliamentarian Tony Benn were prominent speakers in the protest around Trafalgar Square. Equally, there were public figures representing British Muslims and ordinary people who felt outraged by the Israeli aggression and subsequent savagery. A British friend marked a day to go to the protest, saying he owed it to his conscience to go and make his opinion clear on the matter. After Trafalgar Square, protesters rained down on the Israeli Embassy. Protests were held around the Arab world, the latest in the UAE, where thousands took to the streets condemning the war. The American position was, as always, biased toward Israel. President George W. Bush did not do himself a favor by leaving office without even a single act of mercy and compassion. He evidently prefers to leave office content to be remembered as one of the most unpopular presidents in US history. But most eyes were on the president-elect, who was celebrated around the world for his optimistic and inspiring message of change — and there could be no better time than this to manifest a change in American foreign policy. But Obama failed to wow people on this issue; he kept his silence for more than a week, which made many people who supported him wildly during his campaign feel disappointed. A friend who was an Obama admirer said: “I am afraid that ‘change’ is not happening.” And seeing that Obama avoided the question for days made me feel the same. Finally, the president-elect spoke to say he was “concerned” which does not mean much. “Concerned” is not really what you expect from an American president who promised a different policy and a different America. The children of Gaza that have been killed daily deserved more than “concern.” The newspapers remembered that when Obama visited Israel last July, he condemned Hamas rockets and said: “If someone was firing rockets onto my house where my daughters were sleeping at night, I would do everything to stop them, and I would expect the Israelis to do the same thing.” But when he was asked to comment on the carnage in Gaza, he did not talk about Palestinian children who were killed by Israeli bombs. Somehow those children were not mentioned when Obama spoke again and said he had a plan to deal with the situation in the Middle East when he takes office. When Obama was vacationing in Hawaii and the situation erupted, protesters gathered outside his residence wanting a reaction from him. They reported that he talked about other issues; he condemned the Mumbai attacks and kept talking about economic matters even though they demanded he address the situation in Gaza. Well, he did at last but his words were simply not enough. — abeermishkhas@yahoo.co.uk

My email to the author.
Hello
I saw your article in Arabnews dated on 11-01-2009 I totally agree with you that Obama's silence and his expression of "concern" is totally not acceptable. Please also tell where on earth all these Arab Leaders and what OIC is doing. Do you think their duties finished just by sending Medicines and food supplies.
See if some one has to stop these human carnage it is possible by only one person in the world, that is Rothschild . The whole world know this then why we are pretending as that we don't this and trying to find a solution from no where. A man with little common sense knows that America and American President are the puppets of these powerful Rothschild and illuminati groups.
I am pretty sure there will be never a peace or permanent cease fire in Palestine unless these people were involved and definitely they will not.


Regards

Siraj

Mixed feelings

Today is another precious day in my life, a new member arrived to our family yes we recieved a Baby Girl. Though I am dying to see that cute face my baby , my job demands me to be here in Saudi Arabia. Oh, I should have told you that my family is back in India , they will be back in another three months. I couldn't sleep the whole night after hearing the news around 2 AM in the morning. Tiny white angel like faces are flashing past my eyes. Stayed awake the whole night , thought of having breakfast and went to my favourite Indian restaurant. I grabbed the news paper while munching "Parotta and Egg curry", horribel were the published pictures of GAZA attack (Palestine) really shocked me. A child's body completely burried in rubbles except the head (I am sorry I could not publish that picture here, it is so disturbing) was on front page and describing the atrocities of Israelis . The daily covered in detail how the Israelis attacked a UN refugee camp which sent a chill through my spinal cord. Are we in a civilized society? I really doubt that.
There was also refrence of Saudi Arabian Foreign Minister expressed his concern about UN security council's failure to condemn Israel or put an end to this atrocities , finally he even mentioned that if this is the case then Arab countries have to take the matter on it's own. My personal opinion is that it is high time to take such a decision. The world should realize that highest number of resolutions vetoed in UN in favour of Israel by US, not even considering the pathetic humanitarian situation and massacre carried out by them. How could the so called civilized world turn a blind eye towards this. The UN have proved several time that is a total failure or puppet of Developed countries.
I remember an old friend of mine , who is a lawyer saying it is more offensive when a person induces some one to do a crime than commiting the crime himself. So in this case does US has to be accountable for all these atrocities and massacre. I recently went through a blog of my friend who published an email communication between a Palestinian and a British Israeli after being isnpired by my previous post. Please find some time to visit his blog http://firdousi.com/ where you can find untold stories of Palestine . No media will ever be able to show the world their feelings and sufferings as described there in a couple of emails.

Whom to Blame

New Year has passed and several Arab Countries abstained from celebrating in order to show their solidarity and support to Palestinians. The pictures broadcast in CNN was much disturbing. I thought of writing something but the pictures of bodies being removed from the Gaza strip haunted me.
Will this ever come to an end. I don't want my kids to learn in school about the Palestine and Jew conflicts and watch the same on Television channels. I remember in my old school days if two kids fight each other kids surround them in two groups and encourage each other to see who wins and who loses. Kids rarely try to intervene and stop the fight. This is what happening now in these modern world. Countries are loading aircraft full of supplies and expecting the mercy of Israel to offload them to the war torn zone.
Dear world these people does not need your food supplies , blood and medicine please allow them to live in peace. Tears rolled down my eyes just to recognize that these kids who lost their lives doesn't even know whether they are ARAB or JEWS.